Back again!

Well its about 6 weeks since I came on here and have been up and down in that time. I am still struggling with weight gain and can't seem to see past it. This makes me focus more on my size and its negatives which in turn makes me mindlessly eat!!!!!

On the positive, I have been running quite afew times in the last 2 weeks - I say running but I mean faster than walking!! I have been taking Monty out and have been enjoying it - what I have not enjoyed is the feeling of being so unfit and knowing I used to be so fit and have lost it!! So my focus is now on to get the fit feeling back. I am also booked into a dance class starting in Jan - I used to do it and loved it so am looking foward to that. What I am not looking forward to is seeing a couple of people in the class that I have not seen since I stopped and am now 2-3 sizes bigger but I know I have to be brave and if they talk about it behind my back so be it!!

Here's to more positivitity and a fitter healthier me.

xx