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Well there I was feeling great and positive and then BAM! ..... I was at the school for parents evening when the school secretary came up and congratulated me and asked me when I was due!! now this doesn't seem so bad written down but I was mortified and went bright red - i think because up until 3 years ago I was always slim so am ashamed of the size i am now. To make matters worse when i told my hubby he said "well you have put on a load of weight in a very short time" which made me feel even worse aaaagh!!! think I found his comment more upsetting than the original - I know deep down he thinks I should just go on a diet and sort it out and is finding it hard to come to terms with my bigger size so immediately made me feel like a complete failure.

Am feeling rubbish now and caught in a trap of knowing that diets don't work but worried that this won't work either and in the meantime I will just get bigger and bigger. I am sure after a good nights sleep maybe I won't be so doom and gloom about it!