Monday, 24 September 2007
Monday blues
Well feeling a bit mixed today - still not heard about the chocolate fairy - just wish i knew either way! didn't have a great day yesterday, was eating mindlessly and fairly endlessly! Firstly because work was v stressy and so it was almost a come down from that and secondly I am in no mans land not sure about either choc fairy or the other job I applied for so I was fighting against negative talk that i wouldn't get either and it would be the same old same old so I reacted in the same old way - FOOD! Still trying to keep positive that at least I am noticing why....! Also am panicking about my size, as I have said before always been a 12 and now probably am pushing an 18 and am panicking about how big I will get, which in turn makes me eat too much and so the vicious circle continues......... however, I must continue and if I can make an effort to be nicer to myself and belief I can do it and really let myself go with it, it will work!!
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This IE works best when you relax into it and don't overthink it... (a fact I need to remember myself too). I remember Nicola having a problem buying the next size up, and with BC support finally went shopping and then cut the labels out. IT feels better to wear clothes that fit well.
As for BC fairy... can't the both of you phone and ask if a descision has been made and what it is? It's like torture having to wait so long.
you can do it i am about the same size now as when i started beyond chocolate and it has been such a relief learning to trust my body and finding out hang on i can enjoy my food without getting bigger where as before i would deprive myself and keep putting on more and more weight.
i have my fingers crossed for you with the chocolate fairy interview hopefully you should find out soon it is hard waiting i rushed home after work every day just hoping for that letter but it will come.
ki :)
Hey Hun
If you don't mind, I have added you to my friends list! I too am an intuitive eater and love it!
Best of luck with the chocolate fairy interview!
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